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about a boyI keep thinking to myself...Why?? we are so far apart.
Theres a boy i am constantly thinking about, and he has been in many dreams the past few months.
Theres this strange feeling i have for him. but i think its just silly!
I met him about year ago at a friends party, and we got to know each other pretty quickly.
Afterwards i had these strong feelings towards him. Was it because we hooked up?|
It felt so wrong once i found out he had a girlfriend...
We got to know each other over time and became close friends.
He got to 'know' a friend and she started to like him...they soon became a couple but about a month later that had finished because of personal reasons.
I thought to myself..ill have to chance with this guy. he's gone out with such a beautiful girl. im not!
Me and him became good close friends in time. we had our ups n downs like all friends do, but through all that......
i think i still had these feelings for him.
I'm so confused. i was so confused about him when i fi
Was It True Love?Was It True Love?
Was It True Love? is the question that runs through my head.
I want to move on...I have moved on...or Have I?
I'll tell you a little story about a boy I met.
It was early times. I was young. I saw a boy by the name of Nathan.
The first time i seen him.. i thought, "Wow, he is cute!!"
I was too scare to talk to him. I met his friends. Then we started to talk in time.
He was the cutest guy i'd seen for a while!! |
He had the prettiest eyes, the nicest black and red hair. And he looked like a teddy bear. No he wasn't hairy!!
And i liked him, from the minute i saw him! You could probably say, i couldn't tear my eyes away from him..Literally!
Eventually, we started to talk a little more.
Then i found his myspace. Started to talk a little more, became friends.
Then closer friends, and my feelings grew stronger as time went on.
We started to hang out with each other, and then i found out he was in a band, and plays bass...well he just stole my heart!!
When i found
Hard Boiled Shellstuck in a shell once again.
i moved to start a new life with my mum
but i think to myself. Was this the right decision?
i mean, Western Australia is great. I love it/
But im not any happier, if you think about it.
When i was in Melbourne, i had my own secret issues, i didnt tell anyone.
I had issues and proble,s to worry about with my friends.
DOnt get me wrong. Im not complaining about my friend problems. I would never diss them!
but when i move, it seems things just got worse!
but then, i cant move back to Melbourne.
my dad is really sick. my mum is also sick. but not knowing how my dad is first hand, it is extremly hard.
he is in a whole other state, littearly on the other side of Australia.
My mothers keeps paying him out and it gets me so upset inside how she can do that...
okay yes, my dad has done the same thing//but im not going into it all
i know what my father has been life
i know how he is feeling
ive seen it all
ive heard it all
ive been there from the word "GO"
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