Untitled IIIIi see trees green,
and the sky blue.
everything just swell.
i see my friends smiling and laughing.
but i think to myself,
what are they thinking?
are there any prblems they might be suffering from?
or are they just plain happy and dont need anyone to worry about them?
but it gets me thinking that when someone says
"you know im here if you want to talk" blah blah
yet they wont come and talk you about their problems and feelings.
you can't trust anyone anymore.
even if they are your losest friends.
this really isnt going anywhere.
but i will leave you with this last statement.
behind everysmile the truth lays hidden in the darkness
Nathan IIWondering what you're doing,
Where you are, Who you're with,
What you're thinking, makes me think.
If it was really worth it.
Now, It's not you fault, its not my fault, it's no ones fault.
Its just how things are
You say to me 'you're my world, i love you so much.'
and we constantly said to each other, we love each other.
and then you send me a message saying exactly this.
"hey its nath imsrry i feel reali bad be ive bn avoiding u lately cose i dunno i dnt reali feel the way i did i dnt want 2 lead u on yet i dnt want u 2 hate me..Z"
And I still don;t understand it. you lately have been an asshole for the simple fact,
YOU ARE avoiding my simple question. How?
how can you feel one way, say all those things to me and then say you don't feel the same any more. I'll get over it when you fucking answer me.
its not your fault. i should of taken people's advice and went with my instincts.
not to go out with you in the first place and not to fall in love with you.
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