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Mixed Emotionshaving an injure foot,
through on of my favourite weeks of the year,
is pretty tough.
im greatfull for all the worry and help everyone has given,
but for my MOTHER to say that i may not be able to be at production,
was fucking hurtful.
to me, thats like sayin 'i dont love you'.
pretty fucking big if y ou ask me.
the theatre is my happy place
and you're gonna just take that away from me.
well fuck you then,
its the one time in the year where i can be surrounded by my second home.
it annoys me how you can do this,
you know how much i love aduio and the theatre,
you just want to take that away?
let me do what i love doing,
i can't stand being at home as it is,
dont do this please.
i wish i could tell you how i really feel,
but i cant and the paper is the one that really listens.
i miss my other friends,
i miss talking to Tallica,
What is going on with him?
How are things going between him and Amy?
I miss Dani most of all.
How is she?
Everthing will be fine
"Everything wil be fine" (song,
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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