Open Minded
Journal Entry: Thu Mar 27, 2008, 6:55 PM
maybe i should be like, alot more opened minded about things..
and think out side the square alot more.
Im not going to convert, as i still have my own beliefs, but,
thinking about the future, and what it really brings..
or more, what it will bring.
when i think about it, ive wasted my life.
i havnt taken alot of chances.
i havnt learnt from a few things and experiences.
i guess it isnt too late, but im more mature now, and need to grow up,
theres things i wanna say to a certain someone, but i dont know how..
and i dont know if i could bring myself to do it.
i have all this anger in me, that i need to realeese.....oh god i forgot how to spell..any hoo, yeah, to him, but i cant, cause it would make things worse.
so i really dont know what to do.
but if i leave it too late, i know ill regret it...
i had written the original letter for him, which explains half my anger towards him...
i guess i have been sheltered from life..
and only exposed to one thing...
anger and drugs.
which is terrible for any kid to go through..
i think about the past, and wonder what if?
what if i had those things other kids had?
what if i had a wealthy family?
what if i had that perfect family?
im now 18, and it still affects me like an 8 year old.
dont know what to do.
i cant turn to the one person i usually go to..
maybe i should call the closest person i have...
what do you think??
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Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving in a healthy and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, champaigne in one hand, chocolate in the other and screaming "What a ride!" - Unknown
As the lovely ~ItFeltLove has already mentioned, Scavmeet Round IV is being held soon!
It'd be great to see you there and of course you can bring friends!
If you can't make it though, do us Melbournites a favour and tell everyone you can to swing by our journal! If you can't make it, you can at least find us some more people who can!
We hope to see you there!
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thanks =]
whats your name??
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Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving in a healthy and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, champaigne in one hand, chocolate in the other and screaming "What a ride!" - Unknown
ill see if i have a friend that wants to come along =]
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Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving in a healthy and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, champaigne in one hand, chocolate in the other and screaming "What a ride!" - Unknown
ill check it out n give it a think
thanks
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Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving in a healthy and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, champaigne in one hand, chocolate in the other and screaming "What a ride!" - Unknown
Melbourne, Victoria..
where abouts are you from??
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Jim
I really appreciate it!
well, i'm moving back after christmas, im not quite sure when though, um, i dont like perth lol, all my friends are in melbs..even though ive just made a new friend =[
um, yeah haha
we gotta catch up some timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee xD
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"I'm too busy acting like I'm not naive. I was there first, I've seen it all."
lol life is okay..im moving back to melbourne =]
how bout you? when do you finish school?
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